date:Sunday, November 04, 2007
time:1:54 PM
title:
Everyone's breaking down.
Doesn't help much in the state I'm in right now. Seeing my bestest friends cry just makes me feel like shit. Sigh..
How can people be so cruel? I wish I could meet God right now. And ask him.. all the questions in the world. There's so many questions feeling up my mind. Just makes me feel like shit. Makes me feel like crying. Makes me feel like dying.
Yeah, what happened to the happy Angela?
My life is like a masquerade now. I take out a happy mask and put it on in front of my family and friends. But when I'm all alone, I can't help but cry. Put away the mask and just cry till my eyes burn.
One who wears a mask for a long time eventually forget who he really is..
Sigh.
My life can't get any worse.
If you love him, you should let him go..
But what if he doesn't wanna let go either? :(
